Nostalgia

HELLO guys. I almost forgot about this blog. Really. So when I saw that my last post was a month ago, I wasn't that surprised. I suddenly became so lazy with everything.

Work had been so demanding lately. We transfered to our new clinic and I had to do the renovation thing and at the same time helping my doctor with all the patients. My  legs are complaining so hard. I can't even eat in between duty .Poor me. And though my mind is telling me to grab some rest rather than writing again, still I have this urge to cry my heart out tonight. Please bear with me.

Holy Week had passed so quickly here in the Kingdom. Though I tried to have some peace of mind, which is very important in this season, I failed. So many things happened and I just felt my world kept on spinning so fast I lost track on it. Aaw!

•  Nothing's permanent in this world. One day you're very happy and comfortable with where you are but then you'll wake up and realized you're tired in it. I worked there for  almost a year and it ended already. Though I wanted to get out in the first place, sometimes I still caught myself wondering what am I doing if I stayed. I miss the work that I used to do. I miss those patient whom turned out to be a friend eventually. But mostly, with all honestly,  I miss those two people whom I spent half of my stay in the kingdom. My MU, whom I think is my other half because we're are literally together 24/7 and my doctora whom I consider as my second mother. Though we have some issues, still I wish that someday I could talk to her and say my sorry. I hate that we ended up like this. But the right time is not now...someday. And maybe, I would like to think, that it's better this way.

• During these times that homesickness attacks me a lot. Back home, we used to join Holy masses and some of the church services during Holy week. We used to bond at home like no other since it has no school. We used to stayed in our house and enjoyed the mere fact that we're together. We barely went out of town since first we can't afford those expensive trips and second we grew up as a house bum. I don't know how to explain but my mother taught us to love staying at home rather than going outside. Anyway, last week my favorite Tito went to our place from Samar . Take a look at it. I so wanted to go home upon seeing it.

 


 
 

 
• Two of my friends here are now in the Philippines for vacation. They'll be gone for two months and the'll leave the house half-empty. When they do the packing of their luggages, I want to dive in so I can go also. I'm envious that finally they will see our beloved country and hug their loved ones. Gosh, I'll exchange everything just to have those same moments. But unfortunately, I still have to wait for months. Lend me some Patience, pretty Please. Haha. Anyway, I'm happy for the both of them. I'll surely miss them and I'll wait for their pasalubong. I love you both. Hope they'll enjoy every bit of it. Oh la la!

• A guy friend told me that I don't need a boyfriend since the love that I have and receiving from my family is totally overwhelming. I accepted it as a compliment. It's been a year since that unforgetable  downfall but I can actually say that I'm okay now. Good in a way that I'm used to it already. The pain go away and I felt I'm a better person now. Yes, I still do remember those good memories but the feelings are now gone.  Life has a lot to offer and I just enjoy it. It is not what happens to you but how you react on it that matters. It's all about how to handle situations. I still do believe in love and I still pray that someone right will come along eventually. But if he isn't the right one, better I stay this way. I'd rather wait in vain for someone who worth it than get hurt again. Boo! Haha!

• I suddenlyy miss my BEST friends. I wonder what might they're doing right at this moment. How I wish I can punch them. I'm not kiddin'. Now that we are in our own worlds, separated by thousand miles away, it was sometimes getting harder to keep in touch. I know that even though we don't get to see each other anymore, it wouldn't change a thing between us. But the emptiness inside me sometimes wins everytime I remember them. It sucks that because we're now a "grown-up- mature-adult person", we can't procastinate as long as we want like before. We suddenly need to work in order to live.  Missing those simple days when everythings was just so plain and laid-back. 

 

 

• Lastly, I want to share ramdom photos with you.

I'm now on the Season 2 of The Vampire Diaries. If only I can finish it with one sitting but unfortunately I can't.

I tried Sauna for the first time with my dear MU. Nice experience though.

Maybe 3 week ago, we attended a Graduation Day. I felt nostalgic about it. It will always give you that mixed emotions.

Havin so much fun making my hair a little bit curly. That's a new thing for me.

So that's it. I need to go now and give myself a rest. I owe it to her since she's a little bit tired and sleep-deprived lately. Though I do sound complaining but  with all honesty, I'm not. I love my work and I'm very thankful for the opportunity it gaves me. As they said, life begins at the end of your comfort zone. So step up.

God Bless everyone. Take care and send lots of love to your loved ones. Thank you for droppin by. Mwih! (^_^)