Jan 14, 2012

The MU's

I've always been so lucky in terms of friends. I don't know if I've been so good in my past life to deserve all of them  but I'm very thankful. Really.

Getting out in my comfort zone was a lot harder than expected. I already fixed my mind about the need to cope up quickly in a strange place, but being in the exact situation was quite striking. It wasn't easy at all.Yet GOD was so kind. He send me angels to guide me. Same individuals who can totally understand all my fears and doubt because we all felt the same way. I want you to meet my two MU's, Carme and Ate Rosie.


We just knew each other by name. This was the time that we are fixing our papers before going here in Saudi. We had a quick lunch on the street. What are we eating anyway ?? I don't know also.
 
It started when we applied for the job. Let me just emphasize that it was not easy. It took as five long months to fixed everything. The waiting period was quite depressing. We are not sure if we are hooked by an illegal recruitment agency or that's normal. We don't know anything, we are all first-timers. But fortunately, God heard our prayers and on October 18, 2010, the five of us  had our flight to the Kingdom. It was a connecting flight, Manila to Bharain and then to Dammam, Saudi Arabia. Our trip from Manila to Bharain went well. We arrived safe and sound. We stayed there for almost eight hours, just doing sight-seeing with the things that was telling us that "Oops! We are really in a strange place".  Bharain is a beautiful country from inside the airport. So this is it, the highlight of the story, when we are supposed to enter the airplane the crew said that the three of us had an expired visa. I can't explain by words how we felt that time. We fought the urge to cry though we want to, we tried to communicate with the airport personnel though our fears are overflowing inside us. We are held by the immigration and said that if somenone would not get us there we might be going back to the Philippines. You know how it felt when you thought you are already there but suddenly something will come up and BLAg! You lost! Ate Rosie and me was speechless all the time. I was honestly shocked with the way things went. Thanks GOD, Carme was there and she became our strength.

First Timers. You can see in our faces that we are still excited with the new environment.

Meet Summer, Meren and Cysie. We bought as a gift for ourselves and name it by the combinations of our name. Cute!

This was the time we go out here. We are so happy because it's like we're free from our cage. Haha.


MU stands for Moved On actually because of what we experienced in Bharain. Don't know how it became U instead of O.


Right to Left: Carme is the craziest among us. She's a very straight forward kind of person. If it's true, she'll gonna tell you straight to your face. She'll stand by you no matter what. She's my shield and strength at times. ( Me at the middle, no need to expalin myself,haha.) Ate Rosie is my ATE, literally. She's a very silent, a woman with few words. She thinks and acts maturely. She have a long patience in terms of me and Carme being so childish at times. Love her.


I do love this two girls a LOT.


Carme and her husband always brought us outside to unwind. Yaay!


The MU's with their uniforms. Urgh!


They add a little spice in my life in here. Thanks!


In every place and occasion, we always made sure that we have a "MU" picture.



















To my ever dearest MU's, I want you to know how much I appreciate the friendship. For taking good care of me when I'm such a baby. For the patience and love though I sucks sometimes. For always standing beside me. For loving me in your own little ways and at the same time accepting my flaws. For being my "ATE", friend, bestfriend, boyfriend and a lot more. You two are such a gift from heaven to me.

This post is my simple way on showing how much I LOVE you both. I'm so blessed to have you. No doubt about that.

Kudos for this Lifetime Friendship...(^_^)

Jan 3, 2012

Been There, Done That

I know it's been ages since I last wrote on this blog. And I don't know if I want to kill myself or not for drinking soda before sleeping because that's the main reason why my fingers are now busy typing again. What a punishment. Urgh.

Oh wait, I almost forgot to greet you HAPPY NEW YEAR. It's the fourth day of the year and I know the greeting was kinda late. Forgive me. How I wish everyone had a blast. I hope all your fingers are still complete. Just kiddin.

Honestly, I can't sleep because I'm doing overthinking once again. Clustered thoughts occupied my mind and I'm helpless. My heart is broken for another heartache of a friend and I want to do something. Shoot!

Last year was NOT mine. No doubt. I absolutely knew about it. It was my greatest downfall. The most painful HEARTache. Those where the days that I wish I was dead and gone. The situation was unbearable. You felt your life was shattered and no longer alive.Those where the days where you wish it was just a bad DREAM. A nightmare where you can wake up anytime soon. Those where the days where you pray the most. When the only strength you have is from above and from the people who loved you. Those where the days where you want fight but you were just too drained to stand up. Gosh, just the mere fact of remeniscing the past made me felt quite proud of myself. I'm a survivor in my own way.

I admit, I'm such a weak kid inside. But when the world gave you those kind of problems, you have no choice but to embrace it. Though it will look like it will swallow you anytime soon, you have to be strong. You have to pretend that you can handle anything. You have to convince yourself that the only PERSON you can depend the most is YOURSELF.  When you get used to it, you will suddenly realized that time had been passing so fast and you already MOVED ON.

So for you, my DEAR friend, though I know exactly how it felt, I want to tell you that it's not the end of the world. You're beautiful inside and out. You start taking care of yourself. Give time to heal and you'll soon get over it. Let destiny find it's way to you. Soon you will realized why it happened and you will be forever thankful. You are worthy of being loved. He reserve someone better for you.

I may not be good in words but I hope this will help you. Be strong. Life's too short and precious not to be lived with a smile on your face..We love you so muchie.

Whew! Bring it on 2012. We are so ready for you. God is always in our side. Thank you LORD.(^_^)

P.S.
I remember Mami Doc saying this to me before, "Better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all." Hmmm.

P.P.S.
Read this my girl, "Love will come around again. But if you're looking BACk you'll miss it! Look forward, wear your best smile, and concentrate on getting the most from life. This sort of mentality and lifestyle will attract the sort of person you need in your life. The sort of person who'll make you smile so much your face hurts. He or she is out there waiting for you, maybe even going through what you're going through right now. The sooner you move on, the sooner you'll find real, lasting love. You deserve it!"